dhoka/Betrayal/

Ecstatically antagonistic and wild from start to finish, dhoka is an erotic, destructive dance-theater duet that entangles Hindu goddess Kali’s ultimate power with ethnonationalism.

This work sits at the fringes of reality, letting the epic and human dance together, with power, violence, worship, and desire transmuted by the mouth. 

The Creative Team includes Sound Design by Max Sarkowsky, Vocals by Saluja Siwakoti, Set and Prop Design by Soren Kodak, Performance by Eyner Roman and ankita, and Direction, Choreography, and Costume Design by ankita.

Process Collaborators include Blaize Adler-Ivanbrook, Isa Hussain, and Shivani Badgi.

This work was made thanks to support from New York State Council on the Arts, Brooklyn Arts Council, Base: Experimental Arts + Space Residency, GALLIM Moving Artists Residency, Performance Project Fellowship, Mare Nostrum Emerging Choreographer’s Series, and aangan NY.

Currently seeking touring opportunities.

dhoka/Betrayal/ Premiere (2025)

The sacred energy of fire bubbles over in dhoka/Betrayal/, a destructive dance-theater duet which entangles Hindu goddess Kali’s ultimate power with ethnonationalism. This fire is one that South-Asian artists and physical practitioners have harnessed since ancient times, acting as a reminder of one’s own power and as a tool of resistance. dhoka reclaims this heat to reimagine Kali’s mythology with the eroticism, androgynity, gore, and epicness that often gets written out of post-colonial South-Asian art. Audiences accompany Kali as her image is deified, westernized, and destroyed - a ritualistic transformation that invokes the manipulation of power structures through worship. With Kali’s ultimate power bathed in authoritarianism, dhoka traces the pathway from destruction to recreation using worship.

At its core, dhoka started as a scathing letter to ethnonationalism in India and an examination of my own mixed relationship to Hinduism, Islam, caste, class, the military, and the West. dhoka sits with the aggression of fire as an antidote to the padding of India’s upper-caste elite. And yet, this work is not made for India. It is made for India’s descendants who are sent abroad. It is made for the South-Asian diaspora, acting as a criticism of the dominant Hindu-washing Brahmanism that has seeped into the US diaspora’s politics, education, yoga classes, and Netflix series. Alongside this criticism is also catharsis for the diaspora’s pain and everything that is lost in translation. In a Hindu culture that is rapidly masculinizing itself amidst a weeping world of violence, dhoka invokes the feminine in one cathartic cry and a terrifying, bloodied tongue.

Performed by Eyner Roman and ankita.

Premiered thanks to JACK, NYSCA, and BAC at JACK in Brooklyn, NY.

WIP Showings while in residence at Base, GALLIM, Performance Project, MNE Emerging Choreographer Series, aangan NY Dance Salon, and at JACK’s Radical Acts Festival.

Currently seeking touring opportunities.

saza/Punishment/ (2024)

saza/Punishment/ is an excerpt that sticks with the most relentless parts of dhoka. After being made into a destructive idol by her worshipper, Kali unleashes her full power upon him. He sacrifices herself at her feet to stop her, at her mercy until she is slowly driven mad.

Performed by Eyner Roman and ankita.

Made thanks to GALLIM’s Moving Artist Residency at NY Center for Creativity and Dance in 2024.

Presented at !? New Works Festival at The Brick in Brooklyn, NY.

Making a God (2024)

A short film adaptation of dhoka/Betrayal/, Making a God offers a challenging look at religion being used as a tool for embodied colonization. In the film, Hindu goddess Kali is left to rot as she is deified, westernized, and destroyed - a ritualistic transformation that invokes bondage and the manipulation of power structures in worship.

Performed by Eyner Roman and Ankita. Filmed by Amy (Amori) Piñon. Sound by Max Sarkowsky. Set by Soren Kodak.

Made thanks to Base: Experimental Arts + Space Residency.

Presented at Made by Women Festival at Arts on Site in NY. Also presented at Monkey Bread Film Awards & Wicklow Screendance. Available for streaming on Lucid.

jagaana/Awaken/ (2023)

jagaana/Awaken/ is an excerpt from dhoka/Betrayal/. In jagaana, we see how Kali's idolatry and symbolism is co-opted and formed, the beginnings of worship distorting what something stands for, with an eye to the violent demands of labor. This excerpt is a rumination on the effort behind creation. I also spent time thinking about birthing bodies and how sexuality in India was removed, covered, and eroticized by the British. These concepts come together in jagaana, with Kali forcibly giving birth to her idol state before being left bereft from the demands of creation and choking in its entrapment of form. 

Performed by Soren Kodak and ankita.

Made thanks to Dance Bloc NYC and the Performance Mix Festival.

Presented at Dance Bloc NYC at Dixon Place as well as at the Performance Mix Festival at Abrons Art Center (2024).

aavaaz/Noise/ (2023)

aavaaz/Noise/ was the 2nd excerpt made in the larger world of dhoka. Amidst wailing and guttural vocalizations, Kali endures a tired labor, choking from the demands placed on her body as her followers encroach upon her in fanatic worship, ‘Jai Shri Ram” echoing around the room. As she casts off her worshippers with fire, they begin to turn on one another.

Performed by Blaize Adler-Ivanbrook, Shivani Badgi, Isa Hussain, and ankita.

Made thanks to Mare Nostrum Elements and private donations.

Presented at Mare Nostrum Elements’ Emerging Choreographer Series at La Guardia Performing Arts Center and Flushing Town Hall.

munh/Mouth/ (2022)

The starting point of dhoka/Betrayal/, munh/Mouth/ was first performed to an audience of almost-all South-Asian dance-theater aesthetes with surprising welcome. This excerpt most directly drew upon religious tensions in India, with Kali meeting a Muslim man and unleashing her wrath upon him, forcing him to mask his ideologies to prevent his death.

Performed by Isa Hussain and ankita.

Made thanks to aangan NY.

Presented at aangan NY’s 2022 Dance Salon at Bharatiya Vidya Bhaavan and at the Performance Project Fellowship WIP Showing at University Settlement, Speyer Hall.